What's Hot?
May 2010
Best Sellers!
1. Be The Air For You
- T. A. Chase
(Gay / Contemporary)
2. Only His Heart
- Shawn Lane
(Gay / Contemporary)
3. Master Bear
- Angelia Sparrow
& Naomi Brooks
(Gay / Contemporary)
4. Skipping Stones
- D. J. Manly
(Gay / Contemporary)
5. The Back Stairs
- KC Kendricks
(Gay / Shapeshifter)
6. Hot And Sticky
- Keta Diablo
(Gay / Contemporary)
7. You And Me And The Moon
- Pepper Espinoza
(Gay / Contemporary)
8. Allegro Vivace
- Cat Grant
(Gay / Contemporary)
9. Love Is Snowblind
- Deirdre O'Dare
(Gay / Contemporary)
10. (Boys Of The Zodiac)
Taurus: All That You Do
- Jamie Craig
(Gay / Contemporary)
I really have to thank all of you for making this series so successful. For Only His Heart to make number 2 when it came out the fourth weekend of May is awesome. Thank you.
Showing posts with label Only His Heart. Show all posts
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Only His Heart Giveaway
The lovely writers, Vivien Dean and Pepper Espinoza, who write as a team as Jamie Craig, are giving away a copy of Only His Heart, if you haven't purchased yours yet.
All you need to do is comment by Sunday on their live journal post listed below.
Only His Heart Contest
All you need to do is comment by Sunday on their live journal post listed below.
Only His Heart Contest
Monday, May 24, 2010
Yes, Another Monday
I've already heard from a few who enjoyed reading Only His Heart so thanks for that.
I only have about one or so chapters left on The Beach House. So I should meet my goal of having it done by May 31, 2010.
That's about it for me. I hope this week goes reasonably fast as it's a three-day weekend coming up here. I know many of my pals have plans. Shayne and Jack are going away for the weekend (plus extra). Ava is going to visit family. Me...I am staying home.
I only have about one or so chapters left on The Beach House. So I should meet my goal of having it done by May 31, 2010.
That's about it for me. I hope this week goes reasonably fast as it's a three-day weekend coming up here. I know many of my pals have plans. Shayne and Jack are going away for the weekend (plus extra). Ava is going to visit family. Me...I am staying home.
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Joshua is the Winner
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Joshua, I'll send you the book when I get my copy.
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Leni
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TT
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Donna
Riya
Joshua, I'll send you the book when I get my copy.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Don't Forget

Tomorrow is the last day to enter to win Only His Heart. A few of my regulars haven't entered yet so just thought I'd mention. My list of those who have entered are below and I add to it as see someone entering. If you don't see yourself, I don't have you, so remind me. If you have won in the past, who cares. It's perfectly fine to enter again.
Here is the "official" excerpt if you are on the fence.
...Matt turned Calvin to face him and placed a kiss on his lips. “I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Did your grandmother get you counseling?”
“Sure, for a while I talked to people. It helped some. I still had nightmares for years. Not so much anymore.”
He hugged him tight. “I can’t imagine it.”
Calvin nodded and pulled back. He smiled a little. “Still want to fuck me?”
Matt lowered his mouth to his, kissing him deep and long until they were both breathless, and then when Calvin opened his mouth on a gasp, his tongue slipped in, tangling with his.
He yanked on the sleeves of Calvin’s open shirt, pulled it off, and threw it. “Does that tell you?” His hands smoothed over Calvin’s nipples sending shivers through him. “How about that? Does that tell you?”
Matt couldn’t remember wanting someone as much as he wanted Calvin at that moment. The man was the most gorgeous specimen he’d ever come across, but there was something that touched him about Calvin. From the first moment he’d seen him sitting alone in the cafeteria staring into a Styrofoam cup.
And apparently, Calvin had very sensitive nipples, he realized with a grin. He bent down enough to swipe his tongue across first one and then the other, eliciting a loud moan from the trembling man.
Though Matt didn’t consider himself a selfish lover, he didn’t think he was particularly generous either when it came to making sure whoever he was with had a good time. But with Calvin, he wanted to blow Calvin’s mind. And…something else, too.
Leaving his teasing of Calvin’s chest somewhat reluctantly, Matt dropped to his knees. He undid Calvin’s belt and slowly unzipped his pants. He noted the man wore pristine white briefs just before he slipped his hand in and cupped the prominent erection.
“Ah,” Calvin let out a deep moan that went straight to Matt’s cock. With his other hand Matt rubbed his dick through his slacks.
He released his grip on Calvin’s briefs but only for the time it took to yank his pants down to his knees. Licking his lips in anticipation, Matt opened his mouth over the bulge in Calvin’s underwear.
“Oh, fuck.”
Matt smiled. There was something incredibly sexy about four-letter words coming from that sweet, angelic mouth. He sucked on the hard cock through the cotton. Calvin squirmed.
Oh yeah, he could see himself wanting to tease and play with Calvin like this for hours. Unfortunately rubbing his dick made him just a bit crazed and his balls ached with the need to come.
He moved his hands away from his own cock and pulled Calvin’s tighty-whities down to his knees where he’d left his pants. The man’s beautiful thick, red cock slapped him on the cheek.
“Wow, that’s a thing of beauty,” he murmured.
Calvin laughed, drawing Matt’s gaze to the man’s beautiful face. Calvin was looking down at him, his cheeks flushed pink, his plump lips begging to be kissed. And damn, Matt wanted to devour them…him. But first, he wanted the cock.
He lapped up the pre-cum on the tip. Closing his eyes, he opened his mouth over the fat head, sucking gently. His hands moved to Calvin’s round ass, massaging the soft, warm skin there and briefly distracting him with thoughts of thrusting deep and hard between those cheeks.
The image flashed through his head and he very nearly stopped to get up and do just that. He pushed it aside, for only a short time, and sucked Calvin’s cock in earnest, pushing it farther into his mouth.
Little whimpers escaped Calvin’s lips, and his hands slipped into Matt’s hair, holding him there. His hips moved, fucking Matt’s mouth. Matt stuck a finger in his mouth as he sucked, liberally wetting it, and then scooted it around to Calvin’s hole, pressing in.
“Matt.” Calvin groaned.
Fuck. The sound of his name in that voice from those lips caused his own erection to push so painfully on his boxers, he reached down and blindly unzipped his slacks, pulling out his hard dick.
“Matt, God, please, fuck me.”
He needed no second invitation...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Yep...It Is Monday Somewhere
So the weekend was a mixed bag for me.
I did manage to finish another chapter of The Beach House. That’s good. It took me way too long to write it though. Hopefully the rest will go better or I won’t meet my deadline of Memorial Day (MY deadline, not AQs).
Saturday I went to a party and of course there was a young man who attends the Coast Guard academy to inspire me. Very polite. I mentioned him to Ava and of course she insists he will have to be a character one day. We’ll see. He’d have to make his appearance next year along with the Elvis Impersonator Vegas story (that’s two different stories, lol).
Also this weekend I ordered myself a new laptop. Yeah, yeah, really there isn’t anything wrong with the one I have. The keys sometimes stick but it’s nothing I couldn’t live with. I have absolutely no excuse for it. I just wanted to. Sigh. Bad, bad me.
I still didn’t get to spend any time talking to Shayne. I need a bff who isn’t so busy, I guess. Ah, well. Such is life.
I desperately need to go grocery shopping and probably should have gone on Sunday, but I didn’t. It’s one of those things I tend to procrastinate about. How about you? Anyway, I will probably stop on the way home from the edj.
Not much going on this week. Contest for Only His Heart is still on through Friday. Hopefully writing-wise will be productive. I’d like to get two chapters done by a week from now at least. Wish me luck!
I did manage to finish another chapter of The Beach House. That’s good. It took me way too long to write it though. Hopefully the rest will go better or I won’t meet my deadline of Memorial Day (MY deadline, not AQs).
Saturday I went to a party and of course there was a young man who attends the Coast Guard academy to inspire me. Very polite. I mentioned him to Ava and of course she insists he will have to be a character one day. We’ll see. He’d have to make his appearance next year along with the Elvis Impersonator Vegas story (that’s two different stories, lol).
Also this weekend I ordered myself a new laptop. Yeah, yeah, really there isn’t anything wrong with the one I have. The keys sometimes stick but it’s nothing I couldn’t live with. I have absolutely no excuse for it. I just wanted to. Sigh. Bad, bad me.
I still didn’t get to spend any time talking to Shayne. I need a bff who isn’t so busy, I guess. Ah, well. Such is life.
I desperately need to go grocery shopping and probably should have gone on Sunday, but I didn’t. It’s one of those things I tend to procrastinate about. How about you? Anyway, I will probably stop on the way home from the edj.
Not much going on this week. Contest for Only His Heart is still on through Friday. Hopefully writing-wise will be productive. I’d like to get two chapters done by a week from now at least. Wish me luck!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Contest Update
So Far The Following Have Entered to Win Only His Heart.
TT
Lily
Chris
Tam
Sweet Vernal
VSlave
Anna
Eyre
Andi
Zach
Natassia
Gabbi
Devon
Nick
Dorothy
Brent
Joshua
Leni
Tracey
Janna
Riya
anime
Elaine
Ivan
Sandy Jay
Donna
Contest runs until May 21, 2010
TT
Lily
Chris
Tam
Sweet Vernal
VSlave
Anna
Eyre
Andi
Zach
Natassia
Gabbi
Devon
Nick
Dorothy
Brent
Joshua
Leni
Tracey
Janna
Riya
anime
Elaine
Ivan
Sandy Jay
Donna
Contest runs until May 21, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
Only His Heart Contest

Calvin Lassiter is an emergency room doctor who buries himself in his high-stress job. He has no time for a relationship and most definitely is not interested in the new emergency room nurse, Matt Walton. Matt is exactly what Calvin doesn't want—an eyeliner-wearing bad boy who rides a motorcycle.
Matt, however, is intrigued by the stuffy, too-beautiful-for-words doctor, but the man is as cold as ice. Yet Matt's fellow nurses bet him he can't melt Dr. Lassiter and get him into bed.
Too fascinated by Calvin not to try, Matt succeeds in breaking the doctor's hard exterior. But as their relationship turns serious, the possibility hangs over Matt's head that his co-workers will tell his sexy lover the truth and end his dreams of winning Calvin's heart forever.
Contest runs for a week, until next Friday, May 21, 2010. Winner announced May 22, 2010.
Good luck and I hope everyone enters (just leave a comment).
Sunday, May 9, 2010
My God...Back to Work

Not really much to report for Monday. I am up to almost 10,000 words on The Beach House, though. Go me! It's got quite a ways to go on it though. Still I'll make the deadline. I actually got about 1,000 words done while on vacation.
In another couple of weeks, Only In His Heart comes out. So NEXT Monday, I'll start the contest.
Hope everyone has a good week. I predict the evil day job will be insufferable this week since I'll be catching up.
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Friday, April 23, 2010
Saturday Excerpt Early - Only His Heart by Shawn Lane
I'm going to be working on setting up the desktop tonight (and since I don't know how soon the wireless router will be working with both computers), I am posting the excerpt early. Also tomorrow I am literally going to be gone for the entire day and night. I should be back to posting Sunday's Eye Candy on Sunday.

Blurb:
Dr. Calvin Lassiter is an emergency room doctor who buries himself in his high stress job. He has no time for a relationship and most definitely is not interested in the new emergency room nurse, Matt Walton.
Matt is exactly what he doesn't want. An eyeliner wearing bad boy who rides a motorcycle.
Matt is intrigued by the stuffy, too beautiful for words doctor, but the good doc is as cold as ice. Matt's fellow nurses bet him he can't melt Dr. Lassiter and get him into his bed.
Too fascinated by Calvin not to try, Matt succeeds in breaking the doctor's hard exterior, but as their relationship turns serious, the possibility hangs over his head that his co-workers will tell his sexy doctor the truth and end his dreams of winning Calvin's heart forever.
Excerpt:
Matt Walton was having a pretty decent second day. Sure his feet hurt. Whose wouldn’t when they hadn’t been allowed much rest in the last forty-eight hours? Finally, he had a few moments to take a lunch.
He glanced around the basement cafeteria. Only a handful of people were there, not surprising as it was close to one in the morning. He didn’t recognize any of them, but it was only his second twelve hour shift.
Matt walked over to the food area and decided on a small salad and a slice of peach pie along with a cup of coffee. As he approached the register, he couldn’t help but notice a pretty young thing sitting by himself at a table in the corner drinking something out of a Styrofoam cup, his eyes downcast. The young man was dressed in scrubs and Matt figured he was probably an orderly or a lab tech.
Even as he was paying at the register he couldn’t keep from staring at the pretty young man. He was just Matt’s type.
Matt, who had come out as a teen, didn’t bother to hide his sexual orientation from anyone. He was out and proud and had participated in a number of gay pride events.
And this kid was seriously hot. Damn, he hadn’t been hit with such a wave of lust across a room like this in…a long fucking time.
Everything about him was gorgeous. His dark sandy blond hair, the porcelain skin, and those big pouty lips. Matt wondered what color eyes he had. He would guess blue. No reason not to find out.
He took his tray and walked to the corner table. He was really hoping this beautiful man was gay. Probably not, knowing Matt’s luck, but he could dream.
“Hey, kid, is this seat taken?” he asked as he stopped at the table.
The pretty young thing, who had blue eyes Matt noticed when he looked up, gave him the coldest look he’d ever seen. He stared daggers is how it was referred to, and lesser men would no doubt have been felled by it.
“That would be Dr. Lassiter to you…nurse.”
Matt’s jaw dropped. Whoa, this was Dr. Lassiter? Since the moment he began his day yesterday the other members of the nursing staff had warned him about Calvin Lassiter. Biggest prick you’ll ever meet, as cold and arrogant as they come, and even guy is an ice queen. This reminded Matt that when the nurse who said that about the doctor found out Matt was gay, she’d apologized all over herself, saying she hadn’t meant anything bad. Dr. Lassiter was gay, though, which is how he got the nickname.
“Sorry, doctor. Can I sit anyway?”
Dr. Lassiter didn’t respond, he just raised his cup to his stunning lips and took a sip.
Shrugging, Matt sat across from him and stuck his hand out. “Matt Walton.”
“I know who you are.” He didn’t take Matt’s hand. “You almost ran me over today in the parking lot with your motorcycle.”
“That was you?”
“You really ought to drive more carefully in a hospital parking lot. We don’t need any more patients.”
“You walked in front of me and I was barely able to swerve to avoid,” Matt angrily retorted. “Maybe you should watch where you are walking.”
The doctor sighed. “Even if I did, there will be lots of people in the parking lot doing the very same thing. Families visiting loved ones. I’m sure as a nurse you don’t want to be responsible for running over some child coming to visit their sick mother, do you?”
His jaw tightening, Matt nodded. “Okay, point taken. I’ll slow down.”
Dr. Lassiter’s full lips curved up in a slight smile that was too damn adorable for such a jerk. He hated being a sucker for a pretty face.
“I have to say, Walton, I’m kind of surprised.”
“At?”
He shrugged. “I would think someone who is a nurse, one working in an emergency room, no less, wouldn’t be so careless as to ride a motorcycle.”
Okay, now the good doc was sounding like his mother.
“I’m a safe driver,” Matt replied in a tone to match Lassiter’s.
One blond brow rose. “Even so, car drivers may not be so safe. I’ve seen too many motorcycle accident victims here not to be concerned.”
Matt tapped his fingers loudly on the table, realized he was doing it, and hid his hand in his lap. “So, doctor, you don’t see car accidents, too? Just motorcycles?”
“Of course I see both.”
“Hmm, so do you tell all the staff you are surprised they drive cars?”
“No.”
To Matt’s delight, Calvin Lassiter turned a light shade of pink. Unfortunately, it made him even more appealing, damn it.
“Okay, then, I appreciate your concern and I’ll be sure to be more careful driving through the hospital parking lot.” He stabbed his fork into the salad. Then something occurred to him. He looked up, staring. “You look kind of familiar. Have we met?”
“No, you probably recognize me from when you nearly killed me.”
He ignored that and stuffed a bite in his mouth. “No, it’s something…Lassiter. I’ve heard that name before.” He tilted his head to the side, studying the sexy doc. “Wait, I know.”
Lassiter scowled when others in the room looked their way. “Keep your voice down.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever. I remember now. I should have thought about it yesterday when the other nurses were talking about you.”
That got him another icy glare. “And what were they saying?”
He felt himself heat in a blush this time. He cleared his throat. “How great a doctor you were. A-anyway, I guess I didn’t connect it then, but now that I see you, it makes sense.”
“I’m glad to hear it. What?”
“You have a brother named Barnaby, don’t you?”
Dr. Lassiter grimaced. “Former lover?”
“What? No.”
“You looked sort of like his type. His old type, I should say.”
Matt wondered what type he looked like, but decided to let that pass, at least for the moment. “My stepbrother is Nathan Llewellyn.”
Matt’s stepbrother, Nathan, had brought his new boyfriend, Barnaby, along for a family gathering about a month ago. He’d been surprised because he thought Nathan went for stuffy lawyers just like himself, not pretty boys in makeup.
He had to admit Barnaby was very attractive, but Matt thought his brother, Calvin, was even more beautiful.
“Right. I do seem to recall Nathan mentioning a stepbrother who is a nurse. I don’t think he ever mentioned your name.”
Matt nodded. “Yeah, we aren’t very close. We see each other maybe twice a year at family things. His father married my mother several years ago and we share some half-siblings.”
“Hmm.”
Silence descended over the table and Matt felt the need to break it. “So, you and your brother are both gay?”
Lassiter stiffened and pushed aside his Styrofoam cup and stood. “I don’t discuss my private life with the nursing staff. If you’ll excuse me, I need to get back.”

Blurb:
Dr. Calvin Lassiter is an emergency room doctor who buries himself in his high stress job. He has no time for a relationship and most definitely is not interested in the new emergency room nurse, Matt Walton.
Matt is exactly what he doesn't want. An eyeliner wearing bad boy who rides a motorcycle.
Matt is intrigued by the stuffy, too beautiful for words doctor, but the good doc is as cold as ice. Matt's fellow nurses bet him he can't melt Dr. Lassiter and get him into his bed.
Too fascinated by Calvin not to try, Matt succeeds in breaking the doctor's hard exterior, but as their relationship turns serious, the possibility hangs over his head that his co-workers will tell his sexy doctor the truth and end his dreams of winning Calvin's heart forever.
Excerpt:
Matt Walton was having a pretty decent second day. Sure his feet hurt. Whose wouldn’t when they hadn’t been allowed much rest in the last forty-eight hours? Finally, he had a few moments to take a lunch.
He glanced around the basement cafeteria. Only a handful of people were there, not surprising as it was close to one in the morning. He didn’t recognize any of them, but it was only his second twelve hour shift.
Matt walked over to the food area and decided on a small salad and a slice of peach pie along with a cup of coffee. As he approached the register, he couldn’t help but notice a pretty young thing sitting by himself at a table in the corner drinking something out of a Styrofoam cup, his eyes downcast. The young man was dressed in scrubs and Matt figured he was probably an orderly or a lab tech.
Even as he was paying at the register he couldn’t keep from staring at the pretty young man. He was just Matt’s type.
Matt, who had come out as a teen, didn’t bother to hide his sexual orientation from anyone. He was out and proud and had participated in a number of gay pride events.
And this kid was seriously hot. Damn, he hadn’t been hit with such a wave of lust across a room like this in…a long fucking time.
Everything about him was gorgeous. His dark sandy blond hair, the porcelain skin, and those big pouty lips. Matt wondered what color eyes he had. He would guess blue. No reason not to find out.
He took his tray and walked to the corner table. He was really hoping this beautiful man was gay. Probably not, knowing Matt’s luck, but he could dream.
“Hey, kid, is this seat taken?” he asked as he stopped at the table.
The pretty young thing, who had blue eyes Matt noticed when he looked up, gave him the coldest look he’d ever seen. He stared daggers is how it was referred to, and lesser men would no doubt have been felled by it.
“That would be Dr. Lassiter to you…nurse.”
Matt’s jaw dropped. Whoa, this was Dr. Lassiter? Since the moment he began his day yesterday the other members of the nursing staff had warned him about Calvin Lassiter. Biggest prick you’ll ever meet, as cold and arrogant as they come, and even guy is an ice queen. This reminded Matt that when the nurse who said that about the doctor found out Matt was gay, she’d apologized all over herself, saying she hadn’t meant anything bad. Dr. Lassiter was gay, though, which is how he got the nickname.
“Sorry, doctor. Can I sit anyway?”
Dr. Lassiter didn’t respond, he just raised his cup to his stunning lips and took a sip.
Shrugging, Matt sat across from him and stuck his hand out. “Matt Walton.”
“I know who you are.” He didn’t take Matt’s hand. “You almost ran me over today in the parking lot with your motorcycle.”
“That was you?”
“You really ought to drive more carefully in a hospital parking lot. We don’t need any more patients.”
“You walked in front of me and I was barely able to swerve to avoid,” Matt angrily retorted. “Maybe you should watch where you are walking.”
The doctor sighed. “Even if I did, there will be lots of people in the parking lot doing the very same thing. Families visiting loved ones. I’m sure as a nurse you don’t want to be responsible for running over some child coming to visit their sick mother, do you?”
His jaw tightening, Matt nodded. “Okay, point taken. I’ll slow down.”
Dr. Lassiter’s full lips curved up in a slight smile that was too damn adorable for such a jerk. He hated being a sucker for a pretty face.
“I have to say, Walton, I’m kind of surprised.”
“At?”
He shrugged. “I would think someone who is a nurse, one working in an emergency room, no less, wouldn’t be so careless as to ride a motorcycle.”
Okay, now the good doc was sounding like his mother.
“I’m a safe driver,” Matt replied in a tone to match Lassiter’s.
One blond brow rose. “Even so, car drivers may not be so safe. I’ve seen too many motorcycle accident victims here not to be concerned.”
Matt tapped his fingers loudly on the table, realized he was doing it, and hid his hand in his lap. “So, doctor, you don’t see car accidents, too? Just motorcycles?”
“Of course I see both.”
“Hmm, so do you tell all the staff you are surprised they drive cars?”
“No.”
To Matt’s delight, Calvin Lassiter turned a light shade of pink. Unfortunately, it made him even more appealing, damn it.
“Okay, then, I appreciate your concern and I’ll be sure to be more careful driving through the hospital parking lot.” He stabbed his fork into the salad. Then something occurred to him. He looked up, staring. “You look kind of familiar. Have we met?”
“No, you probably recognize me from when you nearly killed me.”
He ignored that and stuffed a bite in his mouth. “No, it’s something…Lassiter. I’ve heard that name before.” He tilted his head to the side, studying the sexy doc. “Wait, I know.”
Lassiter scowled when others in the room looked their way. “Keep your voice down.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever. I remember now. I should have thought about it yesterday when the other nurses were talking about you.”
That got him another icy glare. “And what were they saying?”
He felt himself heat in a blush this time. He cleared his throat. “How great a doctor you were. A-anyway, I guess I didn’t connect it then, but now that I see you, it makes sense.”
“I’m glad to hear it. What?”
“You have a brother named Barnaby, don’t you?”
Dr. Lassiter grimaced. “Former lover?”
“What? No.”
“You looked sort of like his type. His old type, I should say.”
Matt wondered what type he looked like, but decided to let that pass, at least for the moment. “My stepbrother is Nathan Llewellyn.”
Matt’s stepbrother, Nathan, had brought his new boyfriend, Barnaby, along for a family gathering about a month ago. He’d been surprised because he thought Nathan went for stuffy lawyers just like himself, not pretty boys in makeup.
He had to admit Barnaby was very attractive, but Matt thought his brother, Calvin, was even more beautiful.
“Right. I do seem to recall Nathan mentioning a stepbrother who is a nurse. I don’t think he ever mentioned your name.”
Matt nodded. “Yeah, we aren’t very close. We see each other maybe twice a year at family things. His father married my mother several years ago and we share some half-siblings.”
“Hmm.”
Silence descended over the table and Matt felt the need to break it. “So, you and your brother are both gay?”
Lassiter stiffened and pushed aside his Styrofoam cup and stood. “I don’t discuss my private life with the nursing staff. If you’ll excuse me, I need to get back.”
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Tuesday and Rain
Take a look at the date on the calendar. April 20. It's supposed to rain here tonight. It never rains here this late in the season. I know it does elsewhere but here, no. So, yeah I am skeptical.
I completed the first chapter of my untitled story involving Maurice and Lance from Still the One. They are the waiter and sous-chef Dusty had coffee with. Maurice is balding and Lance is British.
I'm not sure how well this will go with a balding hero. I thought about asking if anyone would read about a bald hero but decided I found Bruce Willis and Ed Harris sexy, so what the hell. We'll see how it goes. But that's basically what I have been working on for the last five days or so. That and goofing off and mourning the desktop.
Of course, Calvin's story doesn't even come out for another month and I am already getting excited for it.
Hope everyone has a good Tuesday (Shawn's least favorite day of the week)
I completed the first chapter of my untitled story involving Maurice and Lance from Still the One. They are the waiter and sous-chef Dusty had coffee with. Maurice is balding and Lance is British.
I'm not sure how well this will go with a balding hero. I thought about asking if anyone would read about a bald hero but decided I found Bruce Willis and Ed Harris sexy, so what the hell. We'll see how it goes. But that's basically what I have been working on for the last five days or so. That and goofing off and mourning the desktop.
Of course, Calvin's story doesn't even come out for another month and I am already getting excited for it.
Hope everyone has a good Tuesday (Shawn's least favorite day of the week)
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Monday, March 29, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Happy Friday
I feel like a broken record. I have nothing to report. Really. Sigh.
It's been two weeks, well pretty close, since I sent Pieces out to find a home. And I am still waiting. Worse than that I could be waiting a lot longer. I know it will eventually be released with someone so I have no worries there, but I'd like to get it nailed down so I can announce it. I'm proud of Pieces . For those who are wondering it's name comes from the "pieces" of the heart. You know your heart is broken into pieces. Don't know why but I thought it fit the story. It's an angstier, darker story than some of the others I've written lately. One hero, Patrick, is still dealing with the suicide of his boyfriend and his guilt over that.
I'm also still waiting for the cover of May's release, Only His Heart. I'm sure you've noticed it's still blank there on the right of the blog. Trace has been working on some other May covers over the last couple of days so I am hoping mine will show up soon.
I'm still working on His One and Only. Poor guys, Drew and Mark, have yet to have sex. They'll get to it eventually, lol.
Kevin's Interlude should be posted Saturday.
Have a good weekend everyone.
It's been two weeks, well pretty close, since I sent Pieces out to find a home. And I am still waiting. Worse than that I could be waiting a lot longer. I know it will eventually be released with someone so I have no worries there, but I'd like to get it nailed down so I can announce it. I'm proud of Pieces . For those who are wondering it's name comes from the "pieces" of the heart. You know your heart is broken into pieces. Don't know why but I thought it fit the story. It's an angstier, darker story than some of the others I've written lately. One hero, Patrick, is still dealing with the suicide of his boyfriend and his guilt over that.
I'm also still waiting for the cover of May's release, Only His Heart. I'm sure you've noticed it's still blank there on the right of the blog. Trace has been working on some other May covers over the last couple of days so I am hoping mine will show up soon.
I'm still working on His One and Only. Poor guys, Drew and Mark, have yet to have sex. They'll get to it eventually, lol.
Kevin's Interlude should be posted Saturday.
Have a good weekend everyone.
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Friday, March 19, 2010
Excerpt - Only His Heart by Shawn Lane
“I’m starved. How about you?” Matt asked as he picked up his stained menu. “Says here Benji’s has been here since nineteen forty-two.”
“Yes, I think the menus are original.”
The waitress, a middle-aged skinny African-American woman named Betty came up to their booth. “Coffee?”
“That would be great,” Matt said enthusiastically.
“Don’t bet on it. Tea. Green, if you have it.”
Betty looked down her nose at him. “Dr. Lassiter, you know we don’t have that.”
“I haven’t given up hope that if I request it enough times you’ll get a clue and start carrying it.”
“Don’t bet on it,” she mocked him. “Lipton?”
He sighed. “Yes.”
“Be right back.”
Matt studied him curiously. “They seem to know you here.”
“Twenty-four hour diner near a hospital. Yeah, everyone comes here at some point. They’ll know you before long, too.”
“What are you going to have, Dr. Lassiter?” Matt pushed a strand of his jaw-length hair behind his ear.
“You may as well call me Calvin.”
“Oh, okay.” Matt grinned.
“Outside of the hospital anyway.” He didn’t expect to see much of Matt outside the hospital, of course. “The one egg breakfast with bacon.”
“I think I’m going to have the Big Man breakfast.”
Calvin wasn’t the least bit surprised. The Big Man, which had been offered at Benji’s for many decades, consisted of three eggs, bacon and sausage, hash browns, and pancakes. “You must work out if you eat like that every day.”
Matt nodded. “I do and I don’t. Meaning, I do work out, but I don’t eat like that every day.”
Betty returned with their drinks and took their orders.
Matt sipped his coffee and grimaced. “Not the best.”
“You’ll learn to order tea.”
“How long have you been at the hospital?”
“Four years counting my residency.” Calvin added a packet of honey to his tea, thoughtfully brought by Betty who remembered he drank it that way.
“Lucky. I’ve been trying to get in here for months.” He grimaced again and added a big dollop of cream and several packets of sugar. “I liked the hospital I was working at before, but I moved to Glendale and it was getting to be too much of a commute.”
Calvin vaguely recalled most of Nathan’s family lived south of Los Angeles, including his stepbrother, and he wanted to ask Matt why he moved from Orange County to the Los Angeles area, but since he’d told Matt he didn’t discuss his private life, he could hardly be nosey with the man.
“This is a great hospital with a terrific reputation. I can see why you’d want to work here.”
“Definitely. You working tonight?”
“No. I’ve got the next few days off. I’ve got some sleeping to catch up on.”
“Yeah, and I’ll bet your boyfriend misses you,” Matt said with a sly look.
Calvin couldn’t help but smile just a little at his not so covert attempt to get the information he wanted out of Calvin. “I don’t have a boyfriend.”
“Oh.” Matt pretended to look mildly curious. He could tell it was a pretense. “I’m pretty sure Barnaby or Nathan said you were gay, though. Right?”
He could see the man just wasn’t going to quit until he admitted his sexual orientation. “Yes, I am gay.”
Matt nodded, as though satisfied. “Beautiful man like you? I’m surprised you don’t have a significant other. What’s wrong with the men in Los Angeles?”
“I really don’t have time for a relationship anyway.”
Betty brought their breakfasts and refilled Matt’s coffee and his hot water. “Enjoy.”
Calvin mixed his over easy egg with his hash browns and added just a smidge of salt. He’d been blessed with perfect cholesterol. “What about you?”
“Well, actually, I did have a boyfriend. Moved up here from Orange County to be with him. Too bad he turned out to be a cheating jerk.” Matt shrugged. “I decided to stay here anyway, get a new start.”
“That’s too bad about your boyfriend.”
Matt smiled a little and dug into his breakfast. He chewed several bites before he spoke again. “You know you aren’t so bad.”
“Excuse me?”
The other man waved his fork. “You have sort of a reputation at the hospital.”
Calvin sighed. “Yes, I know.”
“If you know, well, why don’t you let them know you aren’t the prick they think you are?” Matt blushed. “Um, sorry.”
“Whatever. I know what they say about me. They aren’t quiet about it. I’m here to help patients who come in here with injuries or illnesses, often life-threatening. I don’t care about winning popularity contests.”
“Okay, I didn’t mean to upset you.”
“I’m not,” Calvin insisted. He’d never found it easy to make friends. In fact, he could count on one hand how many people were actually close to him. Most of the time it didn’t bother him.
“I’m glad you agreed to have breakfast with me anyway.” Matt pushed his mostly empty plate away and patted his stomach. “I’m stuffed. I’m going to go home and do some errands before I catch a few hours of sleep. I’ll be off for a couple days starting tomorrow.”
Calvin picked up the check Betty had left. He pulled out his wallet and left several dollars for the tip. “I’ve got this.”
“Oh, hey, thanks, but I didn’t mean for you to pay,” Matt protested.
“Forget it.” Calvin moved across the booth and stood.
After he paid, they headed outside. Calvin looked at the overcast sky.
“Looks like rain maybe later,” Matt said.
“Yes. Well, see you later.”
“Matt.”
Calvin frowned. “What?”
Matt stepped into Calvin’s personal space. The bastard was taller than him, too. His face was so close his hot breath brushed Calvin’s cheek as he dipped his head to speak. “I want to hear you say my name.”
Calvin laughed. “Please.”
Matt grinned. “Okay, please, Matt. It sounds even better.”
He backed up a step, but Matt pursued him. “Get real.”
“Come on. If you want me to go, you have to say it.”
Calvin glared and tried to move away, but Matt’s hand closed over his forearm. “Fine. Please, Matt.”
“Yes, I think the menus are original.”
The waitress, a middle-aged skinny African-American woman named Betty came up to their booth. “Coffee?”
“That would be great,” Matt said enthusiastically.
“Don’t bet on it. Tea. Green, if you have it.”
Betty looked down her nose at him. “Dr. Lassiter, you know we don’t have that.”
“I haven’t given up hope that if I request it enough times you’ll get a clue and start carrying it.”
“Don’t bet on it,” she mocked him. “Lipton?”
He sighed. “Yes.”
“Be right back.”
Matt studied him curiously. “They seem to know you here.”
“Twenty-four hour diner near a hospital. Yeah, everyone comes here at some point. They’ll know you before long, too.”
“What are you going to have, Dr. Lassiter?” Matt pushed a strand of his jaw-length hair behind his ear.
“You may as well call me Calvin.”
“Oh, okay.” Matt grinned.
“Outside of the hospital anyway.” He didn’t expect to see much of Matt outside the hospital, of course. “The one egg breakfast with bacon.”
“I think I’m going to have the Big Man breakfast.”
Calvin wasn’t the least bit surprised. The Big Man, which had been offered at Benji’s for many decades, consisted of three eggs, bacon and sausage, hash browns, and pancakes. “You must work out if you eat like that every day.”
Matt nodded. “I do and I don’t. Meaning, I do work out, but I don’t eat like that every day.”
Betty returned with their drinks and took their orders.
Matt sipped his coffee and grimaced. “Not the best.”
“You’ll learn to order tea.”
“How long have you been at the hospital?”
“Four years counting my residency.” Calvin added a packet of honey to his tea, thoughtfully brought by Betty who remembered he drank it that way.
“Lucky. I’ve been trying to get in here for months.” He grimaced again and added a big dollop of cream and several packets of sugar. “I liked the hospital I was working at before, but I moved to Glendale and it was getting to be too much of a commute.”
Calvin vaguely recalled most of Nathan’s family lived south of Los Angeles, including his stepbrother, and he wanted to ask Matt why he moved from Orange County to the Los Angeles area, but since he’d told Matt he didn’t discuss his private life, he could hardly be nosey with the man.
“This is a great hospital with a terrific reputation. I can see why you’d want to work here.”
“Definitely. You working tonight?”
“No. I’ve got the next few days off. I’ve got some sleeping to catch up on.”
“Yeah, and I’ll bet your boyfriend misses you,” Matt said with a sly look.
Calvin couldn’t help but smile just a little at his not so covert attempt to get the information he wanted out of Calvin. “I don’t have a boyfriend.”
“Oh.” Matt pretended to look mildly curious. He could tell it was a pretense. “I’m pretty sure Barnaby or Nathan said you were gay, though. Right?”
He could see the man just wasn’t going to quit until he admitted his sexual orientation. “Yes, I am gay.”
Matt nodded, as though satisfied. “Beautiful man like you? I’m surprised you don’t have a significant other. What’s wrong with the men in Los Angeles?”
“I really don’t have time for a relationship anyway.”
Betty brought their breakfasts and refilled Matt’s coffee and his hot water. “Enjoy.”
Calvin mixed his over easy egg with his hash browns and added just a smidge of salt. He’d been blessed with perfect cholesterol. “What about you?”
“Well, actually, I did have a boyfriend. Moved up here from Orange County to be with him. Too bad he turned out to be a cheating jerk.” Matt shrugged. “I decided to stay here anyway, get a new start.”
“That’s too bad about your boyfriend.”
Matt smiled a little and dug into his breakfast. He chewed several bites before he spoke again. “You know you aren’t so bad.”
“Excuse me?”
The other man waved his fork. “You have sort of a reputation at the hospital.”
Calvin sighed. “Yes, I know.”
“If you know, well, why don’t you let them know you aren’t the prick they think you are?” Matt blushed. “Um, sorry.”
“Whatever. I know what they say about me. They aren’t quiet about it. I’m here to help patients who come in here with injuries or illnesses, often life-threatening. I don’t care about winning popularity contests.”
“Okay, I didn’t mean to upset you.”
“I’m not,” Calvin insisted. He’d never found it easy to make friends. In fact, he could count on one hand how many people were actually close to him. Most of the time it didn’t bother him.
“I’m glad you agreed to have breakfast with me anyway.” Matt pushed his mostly empty plate away and patted his stomach. “I’m stuffed. I’m going to go home and do some errands before I catch a few hours of sleep. I’ll be off for a couple days starting tomorrow.”
Calvin picked up the check Betty had left. He pulled out his wallet and left several dollars for the tip. “I’ve got this.”
“Oh, hey, thanks, but I didn’t mean for you to pay,” Matt protested.
“Forget it.” Calvin moved across the booth and stood.
After he paid, they headed outside. Calvin looked at the overcast sky.
“Looks like rain maybe later,” Matt said.
“Yes. Well, see you later.”
“Matt.”
Calvin frowned. “What?”
Matt stepped into Calvin’s personal space. The bastard was taller than him, too. His face was so close his hot breath brushed Calvin’s cheek as he dipped his head to speak. “I want to hear you say my name.”
Calvin laughed. “Please.”
Matt grinned. “Okay, please, Matt. It sounds even better.”
He backed up a step, but Matt pursued him. “Get real.”
“Come on. If you want me to go, you have to say it.”
Calvin glared and tried to move away, but Matt’s hand closed over his forearm. “Fine. Please, Matt.”
Two Excerpts
Since I like to please everyone and no one else has spoken up, I am going to two excerpts today.
Another Chance and Only His Heart.
Enjoy them! I'm in a generous mood since I have Monday off for my birthday, woo hoo, three day weekend.
Another Chance and Only His Heart.
Enjoy them! I'm in a generous mood since I have Monday off for my birthday, woo hoo, three day weekend.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Excerpt Day - Only His Heart by Shawn Lane
Since I don't have a cover for the third book in the series, enjoy this picture.

This is the third book in the Only Forever series. Calvin and Matt's story. Calvin is Barnaby's brother. You'll meet him in Book 2, Barnaby's story.
Enjoy!
Jabbing his finger into the speed dial number, Matt waited, breath held as he listened to the rings.
“Dr. Lassiter.”
Matt swallowed, his heart hammering. “Calvin, this is Matt. Matt Walton.”
No response.
His palms sweating, he cleared his throat. “Are you there?”
“Yes. How did you get my number?”
“Nathan.”
“Ah. Okay, what is it?”
“I was wondering…I’m off today.”
“I remember.”
Matt laid down. He thought maybe it would help. “Want to maybe go somewhere with me?”
Smooth, Matt.
“Where?”
Okay, that was not a no. “Um, dinner?”
Matt could hear a sort or rustling on the other end and he was dreading Calvin saying no. He just knew he was going to. And probably with some lame excuse like he was washing his hair. He prepared himself for the disappointment.
“What time?”
He sat up straight. “What time?”
“Yes.”
“I can pick you up at six. If you give me your address that is.”
“Well—”
“I have a car, too. I’ll bring it,” he said quickly.
“All right.”
Matt barely had time to scramble to find a pen before Calvin was rattling off his address. “What do you like to eat?”
“I’m good with just about anything.”
“Chinese?”
“All right. See you at six.”
Matt smiled as he disconnected the call. Calvin had actually agreed.
* * *
Matt pulled into the end of the driveway at Calvin’s modest suburban home. The good doc lived on a cozy little cul-de-sac.
He’d agonized just a bit on what to wear to his first official first date with Calvin and ultimately decided on black slacks and a navy polo shirt along with his bomber jacket. He’d lined his eye with navy eyeliner.
When the door opened to reveal his date, Matt stared, more than a little in awe. Really, he didn’t think he’d seen a man more attractive, more beautiful than Calvin. Calvin had dressed in navy pants similar in style to his own slacks, but he wore a button down navy pin-striped shirt opened at the throat. A sexy gold rope chain lay against the creamy expanse of his throat.
But when he tore his gaze away from that, it was Calvin’s too blue eyes framed by delicate gold lashes that made his breath hitch and his knees weak. And those…lips. Matt didn’t know how long he could resist those plump, kissable lips.
“Hello.”
Matt smiled, exhaling to calm the rapid beat of his heart. “You look fantastic.”
Calvin blushed. “Um, thanks. Let me get my coat.” He returned in just a few seconds shrugging into an Armani coat.
“Wow, nice coat.”
His date shrugged. “A Christmas gift from my grandmother. I think she got it on eBay.” Calvin stepped outside and turned to lock his front door.
When he turned around, Matt crushed his mouth over Calvin’s, unable to resist trying out those lips one second longer. They were the softest, tastiest damn lips he’d ever kissed. He pulled away before Calvin had time to protest too much.
“Sorry,” he said, not sorry at all. “I’ve just been wanting those since I first saw you in the cafeteria.”
Calvin didn’t answer but his lips did turn up just a bit in a small smile. When they reached his car, he raised an eyebrow. “You? A Mercedes?”
He laughed. “I know. It was my stepdad’s. He upgraded and it’s older, so he gave it to me. I rarely ever drive it because the motorcycle gets better mileage and it’s more my image.”
“Definitely,” Calvin agreed. “But there was no way I was going to ride on it.”
“I know. All right, let’s be off.”

This is the third book in the Only Forever series. Calvin and Matt's story. Calvin is Barnaby's brother. You'll meet him in Book 2, Barnaby's story.
Enjoy!
Jabbing his finger into the speed dial number, Matt waited, breath held as he listened to the rings.
“Dr. Lassiter.”
Matt swallowed, his heart hammering. “Calvin, this is Matt. Matt Walton.”
No response.
His palms sweating, he cleared his throat. “Are you there?”
“Yes. How did you get my number?”
“Nathan.”
“Ah. Okay, what is it?”
“I was wondering…I’m off today.”
“I remember.”
Matt laid down. He thought maybe it would help. “Want to maybe go somewhere with me?”
Smooth, Matt.
“Where?”
Okay, that was not a no. “Um, dinner?”
Matt could hear a sort or rustling on the other end and he was dreading Calvin saying no. He just knew he was going to. And probably with some lame excuse like he was washing his hair. He prepared himself for the disappointment.
“What time?”
He sat up straight. “What time?”
“Yes.”
“I can pick you up at six. If you give me your address that is.”
“Well—”
“I have a car, too. I’ll bring it,” he said quickly.
“All right.”
Matt barely had time to scramble to find a pen before Calvin was rattling off his address. “What do you like to eat?”
“I’m good with just about anything.”
“Chinese?”
“All right. See you at six.”
Matt smiled as he disconnected the call. Calvin had actually agreed.
* * *
Matt pulled into the end of the driveway at Calvin’s modest suburban home. The good doc lived on a cozy little cul-de-sac.
He’d agonized just a bit on what to wear to his first official first date with Calvin and ultimately decided on black slacks and a navy polo shirt along with his bomber jacket. He’d lined his eye with navy eyeliner.
When the door opened to reveal his date, Matt stared, more than a little in awe. Really, he didn’t think he’d seen a man more attractive, more beautiful than Calvin. Calvin had dressed in navy pants similar in style to his own slacks, but he wore a button down navy pin-striped shirt opened at the throat. A sexy gold rope chain lay against the creamy expanse of his throat.
But when he tore his gaze away from that, it was Calvin’s too blue eyes framed by delicate gold lashes that made his breath hitch and his knees weak. And those…lips. Matt didn’t know how long he could resist those plump, kissable lips.
“Hello.”
Matt smiled, exhaling to calm the rapid beat of his heart. “You look fantastic.”
Calvin blushed. “Um, thanks. Let me get my coat.” He returned in just a few seconds shrugging into an Armani coat.
“Wow, nice coat.”
His date shrugged. “A Christmas gift from my grandmother. I think she got it on eBay.” Calvin stepped outside and turned to lock his front door.
When he turned around, Matt crushed his mouth over Calvin’s, unable to resist trying out those lips one second longer. They were the softest, tastiest damn lips he’d ever kissed. He pulled away before Calvin had time to protest too much.
“Sorry,” he said, not sorry at all. “I’ve just been wanting those since I first saw you in the cafeteria.”
Calvin didn’t answer but his lips did turn up just a bit in a small smile. When they reached his car, he raised an eyebrow. “You? A Mercedes?”
He laughed. “I know. It was my stepdad’s. He upgraded and it’s older, so he gave it to me. I rarely ever drive it because the motorcycle gets better mileage and it’s more my image.”
“Definitely,” Calvin agreed. “But there was no way I was going to ride on it.”
“I know. All right, let’s be off.”
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
The Nothing New Day
This is one of those days when I really have nothing to say. Sad, isn't it? I'd decided I was going to try to post something pretty much every day but what happens to days like this when there is nothing to report?
Hmm. I am anxious to finish Still the One. I love Dusty and Malcolm but others are calling to me. The good news is I am working toward their satisfying conclusion and I don't anticipate having any trouble finishing this weekend.
I'm waiting on two covers at present. I submitted my cover form for Still the One so I am waiting for that and of course the cover for Calvin and Matt's story, Only His Heart.
Once this one is out of the way, I intend to continue writing Jude's story and also to start the final "only" book, His One and Only starring Drew and Mark. Yes, I named Drew after our Drew. I have a tendency to name characters after some people I know and many of the characteristics of people I know, as well as myself, end up in the book.
On Saturday, the excerpt posted will be from Ava March's upcoming release, From Afar. I suggest you don't miss this book if you are an Ava fan because it will be a long time before her next one comes out. Isn't that right, Ava? lol.
Hmm. I am anxious to finish Still the One. I love Dusty and Malcolm but others are calling to me. The good news is I am working toward their satisfying conclusion and I don't anticipate having any trouble finishing this weekend.
I'm waiting on two covers at present. I submitted my cover form for Still the One so I am waiting for that and of course the cover for Calvin and Matt's story, Only His Heart.
Once this one is out of the way, I intend to continue writing Jude's story and also to start the final "only" book, His One and Only starring Drew and Mark. Yes, I named Drew after our Drew. I have a tendency to name characters after some people I know and many of the characteristics of people I know, as well as myself, end up in the book.
On Saturday, the excerpt posted will be from Ava March's upcoming release, From Afar. I suggest you don't miss this book if you are an Ava fan because it will be a long time before her next one comes out. Isn't that right, Ava? lol.
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
Release Date News

Only His Heart will be released May 23, 2010.
In other "only" news, eventually the stories in the series will form a paperback collection to be called Only Forever. Not sure about timing on that yet as there is a distinct possibility of a fourth story called His One and Only.
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Only His Heart News

I am pleased to report Only His Heart is finished and ready to submit (pretty close and will be submitted tonight). I'll advise the release date as soon as I have it.
I really loved working on Calvin and Matt's story and I hope you will love it when you read it. As usual, I'll post the cover when I get it.
And now I seriously need to pump up the volume on Still the One.
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